Friday, February 03, 2006

i'm tired

i'm sorry that i didn't make it over alright, but i'm tired as fuck right now. i understand that you have a buys life as well, but for me to work all fucking day and then have to go to that greek week shit, it's very very exhausting. i just want you to understand that..........after i got done talking to you i feel right asleep. i was really that tired. i shouldv'e gone over but i was really really tired and i didn't even go to class today cuz i was still sleeping. so please don't be mad, it's not that i didn't wanna sleep next to you or anything like that. it was just nice to have the whole bed to myself and actually have room to relax by myself. i need that every now and then. so please understand.

i don't know what's going on with me but i've been very exhausted over the last couple of days, i hope that i'm alright. then you spring that living with me stuff and you start to almost cry. is it so wrong that i might be thinking about having some down time to myself sometime. i just don't think that we should live together right now, we are only 19 dammit. i'm still young, and even you said that this might not be forever, so why live together then. i wanna hold onto you as long as i possible can but i think that wasting gas is a small sacrifice to go and see you, or for you to come and see me.

still love you.........

Thursday, January 26, 2006

it's the me now

yeah, i've had sex before.......and yeah i've had previous girlfriends before. so you're gonna judge me NOW, after a whole year of being together. what the hell is that shit. i understand that i did do something in the past that hurt our relationship but we are STILL together and i STILL love you more than anyone that i could think of........YOU, no one else. can't you just see that.

i wake up every morning thinking of you, and not just because i sleep with you every night, but because my heart is so full of you that i have no room for anything else. CAN'T YOU SEE THAT!!!!!! i love you with all me heart, and if any of those other girls from my past meant anything to me i would be with them right now but i'm not with them, i'm with you. you mean so much to me, it's unbelievable.

love may seem to only strike once but it's not like that. i have had my share of misses with true love, three times to be exact, but none of them have come to being as close to true love as you are right now. and you think that imma let that go without a fight. i have never judged you on something that happened before me, and i will try my hardest to never do that to you. i just ask you to please see past that, i understand that it's gonna be hard cuz you really never had to deal with that before, but if you really do love me (and i'm not trying to say that you don't) then just love me for who i am NOW. don't be mad cuz of what happened pre-you, cuz that doesn't matter.


Sunday, January 22, 2006

i apologize

i understand that some of things that i say may sometimes hurt you, but i need you to understand that some of things that you say also hurt me too. i'm not trying to be a bitch or anything like that i'm just wondering why when a guy fucks up and says something wrong he is always wrong. but, when a girl says something wrong then she's not in the wrong all the time. i think that's bullshit.

i'm not trying to say that men shouldn't watch what they say more then women, come on now we could say some really harsh shit sometimes and that shit just ain't right. you women need to watch what you say also, cuz although it may seem that we can take some shit there are some things that we just don't wanna hear.

so i do apologize for saying what i said, but i was just playing with you. if i hurt you in any way then i'm truly sorry and you are still the most beautiful thing that my eyes have ever seen. but i just wanna let you know that sometimes what you say may not seem like it has an impact on me but it does, i just deal with it more then not.

i love you foosa, i really missed you last night

Sunday, January 15, 2006

simply amazing

let me tell you girlfriend is SIMPLY AMAZING

i believe that when you love someone it's more then just gifts, it's more then just jewelry, and it's way more then just sex......

it's all about being able to show someone how you love them through nine different languages, or making a mural full of great moments shared and wonderful words that have been spoken. when you could wake up, roll over, and look at the one person that you could actually see yourself waking up next to for the rest of your life, then i'm lucky as all hell. now i'm not saying that she is the one, but for right now there is no one better, and here's some hopeful thinking that i may be lucky enough to have her by my one.

love is only a four letter word that fades away when spoken but stays forever when meant with all your heart behind it. i wanna thank you for loving me as much as you have, and putting up with me as much as you have. i respect you, i appreciate you, and i'm not going to let go of you.

here's to one year down, and many more to come. love you foosa

Saturday, January 07, 2006

finally back at school!!!!!

well, school is back in session and it's time to get crunk..............gotta get into the study mode. my grades last year weren't that good so it's all good, cuz it's a brand new year.

well, good luck to those that have also started school. i'm about to rock this shit.........


love you my little fossa!!!!!

"never swim alone"

Thursday, January 05, 2006

my resolutions

it is the new year, and i do actually have some resolutions to dish out..........

1.) be a better son towards my momma, i owe her alot and i definitely don't show it as mush as i should

2.) be a better student in school, my grades can be better

3.) be a better frater, yes i am in a frat at school (TKE, if you were wondering) and i need to get on the ball with that shit

4.) go to the gym at least 5 times per week, gotta get my swoll on

5.) try not to cuss as much, i have come to the realization that i am now in college and i must present myself a lot better from now on. so now more of this fucking cussing bullshit, except for that

i finally got on this bitch

so i have decided that this whole blog thing is pretty damn cool. my gf has one and i think that it's alright, so she got me hooked. so here's to a great new year, bring it on 2006.

poor USC!!!!!

so, USC lost the national champion game to TEXAS............

this should put an end to all that shit-talking going on about USC being invincible, but the truth of the matter is that TEXAS was the one that was truly in-VINCE-able. and i'm talking about the TEXAS quarterback VINCE "SUPERMAN" YOUNG #10. the way in which he made the USC defense look like little bitches was amazing, he put up 467 total yards of offense and just boosted the moral and play of his teamates. now people are talking about VINCE being drafted above the amazingly talented REGGIE BUSH and a good (not yet great) player in MATT LEINART. now how does that sound USC fans, someone is actually better then BUSH and LEINART. but, i kinda did wanna see USC win three in a row, well good luck next year.

oh, yeah talking about next year.........USC won't have neither BUSH or LEINART. looks like pete carroll will have his work cut out for him.